Bethany92

I can't breathe and I can't smile, I feel numb most of the time, And I will wonder why I got dark only to shine Looking for the golden light, But it's a reasonable sacrifice burn, burn bright, I can't open up and cry 'Cause I've been silent all my life Oh, I get dark oh and I'm in hell I need a friend, oh but I can't yell Yeah, I'm no good, no good to anyone 'Cause all I care about is myself... I get dark only to shine And I light up the sky, Stars that burn the brightest Fall so fast and pass you by, they Spark like empty lighters in need of flame. So i ask will you be oh this flame of mine~ (Quotes from song Numb by Marina)

as waves bash against the shores in dark of midnight only moon and stars shining their light reflected upon the surface of waters but their reflected beauty could not be more beautiful than the eyes of the girl front of me as they bring my heart alive beating out from the dusts of time, an her skin soft as fur of a kitten as my hands would so wish to make that kitten purr with affection and love that only such cuteness could provide~

how my eyes see me in this world would be something of a stray kitten wandering the streets, my life as many others have been hard, but in my heart i have hope that sometime in this darkness i find light that would guide me to a better life, my dreams today have been faded like dying flowers on the fields of fire, my hope and wishes for better have faded in strenght, to be able to continue my kitten would need someone to take care of her and keep her safe from misery that dangers to eat away her soul, to free her from need of these walls that protect me from harm but at same keep away my heart to stay untouched an unhurt, with this letter of